play a song for me [20 Oct 2009|11:29pm] [ mood | depressed ] what a long time it has been since friday. i don't even feel like recounting it all. point of story: went to arcata, camped, left computer with book and midterm on it in arcata. drove back to arcata today, came home. on a side note, i am horribly depressed, and there doesn't seem to be a legitimate solution to my shit, shy of seppuku. i have a shitload of homework to do this week that is probably not going to get done. i still haven't finished the trial or the handmaid's tale, and i have a papers coming up for both, not to mention the essay on iran i have to write. I also have to go see robert hass thursday. i hope my teacher can go. i have no problem going alone, but i have a feeling i will be a lot more likely to go if someone else is involved. i spent too much money today driving back to get my computer. i dont have enough really to drive down to san jose, and i can feel my mind beginning to draw into itself, recoil from the idea of going anywhere, doing anything. anyways. it is late. i need to get up early. i also need to take care of bodily functions. goodnight.

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