2 songs - play a song for me [06 Oct 2009|12:31am] [ mood | tired ] i want to go thursday to the reunion of the mst3k group doing motherfucking plan nine(!!!) but the nearest one is in pleasant hill or emeryville, sac if i dont want to pay a bride toll. i don't think i can afford to go. i am sad. deeply sad. i am going to stay up until my dad gets home so i can wish him a happy birthday. i am going to be tired tomorrow, but i can't give him anything for real, so i may as well sacrifice some energy for him to show him i care. i need to set aside money for a new video game next time i get paid. actualy i am not buying a real game, but downloading five from the PSN. PSN finally has the expansions to fallout 3 (3 of them, $10 each), and they also have the original resident evil, and the first silent hill on the virtual console, both of which are crowning achievements in video game history, as well as horror entertainment, and even though both have been recreated numerous times and have far better graphics in their later incarnations, they are best experienced in their original thirty-two bit glory (also ten dollars a piece). i have kind of accepted that i cannot get a new ipod any time soon. it is too expensive, and when i pay off my credit card (hopefully this month), i do not need to immediately put $250 back on it. my video games will probably wait, and become christmas presents to myself. i also need to buy six feet under again. i also need to buy tickets for laura and i to go see robert hass. i should do that this week, while i can. ( - Laura, if i knew how to make those special personalized links that you do, this would be one of those, but i dont, so - i forsee you leaving me a comment telling me i don't have to buy your ticket, and i so my reasoning is this: we should probably buy tickets together, as the whole ticket thing involved here kind of makes me anticipate assigned seating, and if i go see robert hass with you i want to sit next to you so i have someone to squeal to; you can either pay me back, or, since i'll probably drive so i can smoke on that longass trip, you can pay for my gas, since i probably won't have money come the 22 :-X please tell me you still want to go. haha.) maybe i won't wait up for my dad. i am wasted tired, ant eye half two talk four ate ours manana. i like to say manana like banana with a posh british accent - bonawwnaah, only, manana. Jenna kept making fun of me and telling asking me about the voices in my head, and it was funny, but i have to wonder how much credence i should lend our government's findings because i have noticed a marked difference in my cognitive processes. all systems have not returned to normal, not entirely. and not like normal, either, like, how psychadelics always change you fundamentally as a person. i think i may have been changed as an organism. i am fucking sleepy. i want to smoke, but i am tired of smoking. i want to play fallout expansions, but i will drop out of school and quit work if i buy them now. i have to wait until christmas break. i can crack out on some fallout for two weeks or a month or whatever then. okay, i need to go fuck off elsewhere. noches.

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