play a song for me so hey pussy, play with pussy or play pussy. [19 Sep 2009|12:20am] [ mood | lazy ] much work to do tomorrow. i am tired but i do not want to sleep. i have accomplished nothing today. i feel like i have never accomplished anything, ever. i will get up early and i will finish my homework, and i will write the scene i have in me, and then i will edit my book some more. i also need to finish pedro paramo, but that's like, an hour's worth of reading, if that. i need my hard drive case and my new ipod. i need to use music to pull myself forward. i need it off of my computer to do so. ugh.

play a song for me [19 Sep 2009|09:36am] [ mood | broken ] today is going to be very, very long. i hope chris does call me tonight. today might be better if i was drunk. today would be better if i was anything. but i am nothing. maybe someday, but not today.

5 songs - play a song for me [19 Sep 2009|04:00pm] [ mood | accomplished ] Alright. my art project is done for school, as is my essay explaining it. I wrote a five-thousand word scene for my book. only one more to go. it's the one i've been putting off since the day i began writing. probably there will be other scenes as the editing process continues. i am satisfied with my amount of productivity thus far today. i am very pleased with my project as well. i am also pleased with how much weight i am losing. i have lost twenty-five pounds since i broke up with kayce. more, probably more like forty, because i gained like ten or fifteen in the first couple weeks when i ate nothing but pizza for a fortnight. my collarbones are reemerging and my stomach is flattening. i no longer have what could be referred to as jowels. soon i will no longer have what can be referred to as moobs. i have regained the inch of penis i lost to my fat pubic region. for as much as i am attracted to thick hips, i don't think i should ever let myself date another fatty again. it was way too bad for me. i have been out of shape and gross for two and a half years. not that it was kayce's fault, but i was very acquiescent about eating taco bell every day, and it would just be better for all parties concerned if i don't date someone who will repeatedly put me in that position. anyways, speaking of losing weight, it is time for breakfast.

play a song for me [19 Sep 2009|08:10pm] [ mood | bored ] i am so bored. i am so broke. i don't think i am ever going to be okay, money-wise. part of me is considering selling my ps3 again. the money i could get for it would go a long way in my evolution. plus i kind of want to purge myself of all distractions that keep me from working. i can justify movies and to a certain extent, TV, but video games really do just rot the mind. on the other hand, once in a while i do need to just veg out and not think. i don't know. probably i am too lazy to actually sell it. plus the bigger one just went down to $300, so my return capital is drastically cut. i want to strip down and start over. ugh, god. i will never be satisfied. i need to find someone to have sex with. this could prove to be more difficult than it maybe should be. i am too lazy and out of it to do any mating dances. oh well.

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