3 songs - play a song for me [30 Aug 2009|11:08pm] [ mood | awake ] you know what is lame? my computer ritual. like, everybody's got a ritual whenever they are on the internet, a circle of sites that they check (if my experience is anything to go by) in the same order, their reason(s) for using the computer in the first place, at all. i used to have a great circle, consisting of six or seven pages, kept me busy, out of a rut and in front of the computer. but nowadays i have two sites i check regularly - my email and my livejournal. i open chrome, look in my inbox (empty) and then come here. it's not even enough time to get high and smoke a cigarette, unwind. tomorrow is school. i need to set up an appointment with a counselor soon to talk about transferring back out. i don't know why i am even pretending. it doesn't matter where i go, i won't be able to afford it. i also need to get up to hsu and check it out. the last time i was on that campus i was sixteen and high on opium.

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