play a song for me [27 Aug 2009|03:44pm] [ mood | annoyed ] motherfucker. so my computer is broken. my desktop. somehow it broke between me going to school and me coming home. actually i know what happened, it has been warning me it has been contemplating suicide for like, a year now. it just finally did it. the motherboard was faulty, which caused the CPU to run at too hot of a temperature, which meant i had to turn my fan speed way up to keep it from having an aneurysm, which in turn meant my fan was going to have a heart attack at an early age, and since they don't make BAYER for computers, it had to go ahead and die. now it goes to the windowsXP startup screen, the bar runs a couple times, and the computer restarts because the temperature or voltage is too high and it tripswitches. i love that word, tripswitch. anyways. so now i cannot do what i was planning on doing today, which is overhaul the music that is on my ipod. i cannot, in fact get to any of my music. or my porn for that matter. in fact, i think i have lost all ability to masturbate, since my laptop is not very fond of playing videos and stills just don't do it for me anymore. luckily all of my writing is on my laptop and flash drives, so i didn't lose my book or anything terrible like that. i can still burn dvd's and write essays, so i will be able to survive until i can get a grand or so together and build another computer. speaking of which, i need to go price parts. and on the brightest side, the computer i build will be able to handle fallout, which means i can finaly play operation anchorage and the pit and whatever else they've come out with. a

4 songs - play a song for me [27 Aug 2009|03:45pm] [ mood | contemplative ] so yesterday, besides my computer taking a shit, i went out to lunch with Gina. it was by no means a date, though. i don't think. i mean, it was an entirely pleasurable experience, but it was not special, like batting eyelashes and entwined fingers. it was talking and bantering and chewing, and a little shared soda. and then she had to be to work and i was ready to get high. then last night she sent dennis a text message informing him that we had gone out, and i am just having way too much fun thinking about all the things that could mean. unfortunately my computer crashing puts a fairly sizeable dent in my ability to continue to woo, because we all know how important music is to my process. oh well. i am happy for the moment being patient, exploring the possibilities with my mind.

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