4 songs - play a song for me [27 Jun 2009|11:19am] [ mood | exhausted ] yesterday was one week. i did not even think about or acknowledge the fact. all week i have been feeling guilty about not seeing my dad. i have seen him for, maybe, an hour since he left for work on monday. i missed him. i wanted to see how he is doing. but today, i can't help but hate the fact it's saturday. no work. no alone time. no ability to write. I am going to the lake this afternoon with Jenna. I haven't been to the lake in a very long time. it will be good. it is really good to see so much of her again. kayce was always jealous, and so i didn't get to see her but a few times in the last two and a half years. next relationship i'm in I vow not to be such a spineless lump. of course, that is a long way off. perhaps permanently postponed. but between now and the lake, my dad wants to go to home depot, so i need to get dressed and stoned so i can make an appearance out in the world.

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